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恨……

感觉有点内疚，好久没到部落格写东西了。

看了《宝岛一村》之后，想将欢笑、感动及泪水转化为文字；听闻某学校以“小孩跌倒不会那么痛”这烂理由来向家长募款$10,000来买carpet grass铺草地，想即时开骂；听闻某学校把资源都调到私自开设的“资优班”（非教育部的正统规划），搞到其他“普通班”学生的家长气愤地为孩子办理转校，实在想狠狠批评学校的做法。

有国会议员和部长级人物在国会里说了一些莫名其妙、不负责任的话，很想也批两句；读到有关全球报社面对生存困境的报道时，很想发表一下自己的看法。脑子里想是想，却没转化为实质行动，因为已经累翻了，提不起劲儿来好好写东西。

新工作带来新挑战，至今还没能完全适应。工作夹带排山倒海之势将人淹没，总觉得自己好像很没用，怎么也追不上自己设下的工作速度要求。

新工作令人最痛恨的环节就是电邮，每天花在清理、回复、存档、打印电邮的时间如果拿来做其他事情，搞不好能弄出什么丰功伟业来。“多如天上繁星”已经不足以形容电邮的数量，说是“像无形体的空气粒子将人包围”或“如大海水滴数也数不清”还差不多。

从来未曾如此痛恨过电邮，大脑被恨意冲昏得想杀人泄愤。尤其在忙着很多事务、已经不可开交时，电邮信箱又冒出新邮件，差点就捉起椅子来砸电脑。冷静下来后，心中除了无奈，脑子里缠绕的除了问号，还是问号。

电邮代替了以往正统的black and white文件，算是较便利，但难道就没有更好的办事方法吗？友人笑说我可以change the system。我回以苦笑：“The system is too gigantic for me to do anything”。

Yah，if you can't beat it，join it。很无奈，却又不得不妥协。

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8 Comments:

....... don know wht can say....
jiayou jiayou :P

By  ah bob papa, at 14 February, 2009 22:57  

dun need to say anything lor... it's just a cruel fact...

By  小胖, at 15 February, 2009 00:15  

can share with me where u are working now? so curious :)

By  Anonymous, at 15 February, 2009 00:18  

i would just say i am a civil SERVANT that has to clear tons of emails daily... :p

By  小胖, at 15 February, 2009 13:51  

oh, that is an 'iron bowl' job in this economy crisis. frankly, my company is not so stable (i'm worried-sick). i'm looking for a job in the government sector too. but the pay is quite low. they really paid accordingly to paper qualification.

By  Anonymous, at 16 February, 2009 09:45  

aiyoh...think of it as a price you have to pay for having deeper pockets lor......worth it lah..hahah..

By  Anonymous, at 20 February, 2009 21:23  

btw... the anonymous is me lah...swanie...

By  Anonymous, at 20 February, 2009 21:24  

swanie, wat deeper pockets are u referring to? switching to the public sector does not necessary equals to higher pay...

littlechua, there is no ,ore such things as iron bowl nowadays... if one cannot perform, out he or she goes... it's the same cruel fact everywhere...

By  小胖, at 24 February, 2009 02:01  

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